вторник, 28 юли 2009 г.

Искахте пост? Еми, добре, какво да ви правя.
Първо, казвам се Ирония. Официално като си сменям личната карта ще се кръстя така.
Второ, тва да живееш без любов не било чак толкова гадно, колкото си въобразявах. Просто е малко неприятно и ... хъм... иронично. Защото за мен в момента, за това, което съм аз, иронията е всичко.
Тя е вътре и извън мен, около мен. Усмихва ми се, помахва ми с ръка да се приближа към нея.
И аз, разбира се, го правя. Защо ли? Трябва ли да се тъпча със здравословната си доза ирония всеки ден, за да започна наистина да живея? Да. Аз живея, боря се, и толкова.
Не мисля, че имам силите и смелостта да понеса повече любов. Имам приятелите си. Имам Крис. Имам вдъхновението, което ми трябва.
И какво толкова, че преди не оценявах това? Какво толова наистина? Какво, че идеята за това някой да ме обича, един определен човек да ме обича, значеше всичко. По дяволите, аз съм адски щастлив човек!
Дори и иронията на цялото ми съществуване да ме влудява, да ме прави крайно неадекватна и да ме кара да сънувам кошмари, в които аз съм Бела Соун, а Едуард Кълън иска да сготви собствената ми котка (моята си котка де-> Бу). Даа, това е животът. Една ирония. Една болка, която понасяш всеки ден и накрая почти привикваш с нея. Почти я забравяш, обаче тя все още е част от теб... неделима част.
И така, класация на най-ироничките текстове (Засега Топ 10):


10. Sunrise Avenue - Not Again
It was real the feeling I had for you
And you told me how you need me too
Everyone kept saying it's not the real thing
How dare you break my lonely heart
And dance on the pieces
Being with you just tares me apart
Not again and again
Take you love and leave me behind
Realize we're mistaken
I don't need to be torn down
Not again and again
I've been wanting to die, just so you know
Trying to show them all how I'm alone
I've been hating my bedroom in the night
I've seen heaven and hell with you
I believed the lies you said were true
I've been trying to grow, I've been holding on
I've been trying to be strong


9. Three Days grace - Over And Over
I feel it everyday it's all the same
It brings me down but I'm the one to blame
I've tried everything to get away
So here I go again
Chasing you down again
Why do I do this?
Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not to
It feels like everyday stays the same
It's dragging me down and I can't pull away
So here I go again
Chasing you down again
Why do I do this?
Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not to
Over and over, over and over
You make me fall for you
Over and over, over and over
You don't even try



8. Nickelback - How You Remind Me
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin'
I've been wrong, I've been down
To the bottom of every bottle
Despite words in my head
Scream "Are we having fun yet?"
Yet?, Yet?, Yet?, no no


7. Scorpions -Still Loving You
Love, only love
Can break down the walls someday.
I will be there, I will be there.
If we'd go again
All the way from the start,
I would try to change
The things that killed our love.
Your pride has build a wall, so strong
That I can't get through.
Is there really no chance
To start once again?
I'm loving you.


6. Edguy - Speedhoven
You've been waiting for the one
To bring you joy and ecstasy
And you've been waiting for a song
And you demand to feel the tragedy
But when it's right out of control
And it's not your song anymore
And you are ready to forget
The truth that you'd been asking for


5. Sunrise Avenue - Only
You say the ride is over
You want to leave the road behind
Till the day you walked away
You made the world be all mine
I'll be cool 'though it gets colder and colder
I'll be fine cause it's not over
Cause my dreams are all blind
They take me back to our time
And make you be mine only
Let me leave tears behind
I dry them only for you
And make you be mine onl


4.Stacy Orrico - Stuck
Every now and then when I’m all alone
I be wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me babe but u never do
I feel like such a fool
There’s nothing I can do
I’m such a fool for you
I can’t take it
What am I waiting for?
My heart still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can’t fake it
The way I could be so...
I hate you
But I love you
I can’t stop thinking of you
It’s true I’m stuck on you


3. Thousand Foot Krutch - Last Words
There's so much I've done wrong
Since I left it hit me so strong
Take my hand and let's walk through
All the times I've lied and hurt you
Those people, please love them
Don't hate them, we're not above them
You can have everything, but have nothing
Listen I've got to tell you something
These are the last words
I'm ever gonna get to say to you
When everything falls away from you
Take these words
And know the world is not worth leaving


2.Sunrise Avenue - Kiss'N'Run
I’m not made to kiss and run
Say I’m not the only one
Getting over you in a weekend
If on Monday I’ll be fine
Why can’t I sleep tight tonight
And just walk away and leave her(тук ако беше "him" щях да се гръмна)
Cuz I’m not made to kiss and run


1. Vertical Horizon - Everything You Want
I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you
And I don't know why

5 коментара:

  1. Хах, да.... Болката никога не спира. Просто привикваме към нея. (:

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  2. Е, май за втори път ще трябва да обяснявам едни и същи работи тая седмица. Виж, иронията е първата степен. След нея идва цинизма... Ако успееш да преживееш цялата циничност на света без да се изгубиш, ще успееш да запазиш всичко. :) А любовта... рядко си отива. Това е една игра на криеница, на сенки и слънчеви зайчета - цинизма и любовта на живота. :) Не избираш кое да получиш, просто си поемаш и от двете венозно и редовно.

    Умната ей. ;)

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  3. I am everything you want
    I am everything you need
    I am everything inside of you
    That you wish you could be
    I say all the right things
    At exactly the right time
    But I mean nothing to you
    And I don't know why


    wtf?!

    а животът не е нито болка, нито ирония.
    освен ако ти не си го направиш такъв.
    (:

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  4. тогава бях депресарски настроена, така че нормално...
    а и вече не съм депресирана ^^

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